Tuesday, April 21, 2020

Parasites and Phantoms

Yeah its dream time boiii. It's been a few hours but heres the gist of the last dream I can remember. Some dudes I think I was working for or against forced a parasite into my body. I think through my foot. Dunno.

It was a small lump like a moving pill under my skin with a will to live obviously. For some reason I decided the only one who could removeit was some dude at a Walmart. I went outside and asked some strangers for a ride there since it would take too long on foot.

Some asshole said no before I even asked like I was gonna beg for money. Something happened and I got in trouble for snapping at him I think he attacked me? Anyway timeskip idk what happened after that.

Met the doctor dude. He scheduled the removal of  it so I waited. He was late. For some reason timing felt important, like the parasite would be too strong to remove if he's too late. So he arrives and I thought he was gonna take a scalpel out to remove it and I ask for pain killers.

Nope he takes out tweezers despite the fact the wound the thing entered in already somehow healed. We try and push the thing under my skin. After that draws another blank but the parasite was not happy. The doctor failed.

Don't know if the parasite killed him or something or he just forsaked me but I just live life with my sentient parasite, who I could now communicate with. Yeah.  I went about daily life waiting/hoping the thing wasn't gonna screw me over by growing bigger or something.

Anyway that was long... and weird. But besides stupid dreams you know how you can imagine voices you know so clearly you can almost hear them? Ive been "hearing" my dads voice screaming my name sometimes like I was in huge trouble. Usually when I hear my roommates background noise.

That man scared me. Idk why I'm thinking of this now. He's probably screwed by the pandemic if not dead and alone. So karma I guess. Today's great and newfound songs are The Quittin Kind, Curse of the Fold, Burn the Witch, and of course the album April Fools by Scary jokes. Shits good and catchy.


Um also sometimes my brain keeps trying to scare me. I'll see something behind me in the mirror in the hall at night or I think the clothes hanging in my closet or on my door look like a figure. I hate it when that happens. Good thing I finally fixed my schedule so I'm not up all night.

Ive been playing splatoon 2 and animal crossing again and ive been considering playing pokemon mystery dungeon again from scratch or buying the remake.

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