All my plans have been basically shit on. I've fucked up so bad and now I feel I have nothing. So I guess I should just finish classes while I look for a job. After that I don't know if I can continue college until further into the future maybe by next year who knows. I probably have to change my major and degree path. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know what I'm going to do.
I'm probably going to move to Colorado and go to school there. Hell I wish I knew.
It's a long trip but over here I feel like it's just a dead end. It's better than dying out in this shitty state.
