I'm so bored

 I need to do something. Yet nothing feels meaningful enough. Another restless and sleepless night I guess.

Tingles and disconnection

 It's kinda pointless to post this here but ever since the first time happened and I freaked out it's been bothering me. It started when I felt unexplained tingles while working. I wasn't feeling particularly anxious, not more than usual. 

Well I did get a bit anxious because of the tingles. The first thing coming to mind was seizures. But then I felt this strange feeling. Like all of my limbs weren't exactly tingling, but disconnected. Or maybe me myself was disconnected. Like I was about to float away or pass out.

Anyways I freaked out cause my body felt wrong so I went to the office only to feel normal again if not shaken up. I was sent on break,  I ate and drank. Then an hour or so back into work I felt the same sensation again, except toned down. I shook it off since it only lasted 2 or 3 seconds at best. 

I went to medical and they said it could be a panic attack,  my blood sugar was fine. I mean I did just eat and stuff but idk.

Sometimes I think I'll feel a tingle in my arms,  but last night after work I could've sworn my legs felt off and I was about to lose it again. 

I'm just worried that if this keeps up it'll get worse. And I have no idea what is happening because there are no mental triggers. It has only happened at work though so maybe it's only a physical thing.  

Stress on the body I can only hope.

But the disconnect is such a strange feeling. Right now I feel fine and I can only hope the next two days including my double shift will go smoothly. 

I don't like this. But all I can do is move forward.