Heyyy

Now that I think about it do you think this whole running away thing and avoiding conflict is gonna bite me in the ass? I mean you think at some point I might face some sort of confrontation. Um idk what to think about that at all actually. I guess I'm not totally risk free if I'm still in state living with Bastards friend who pities him like some sick, depressed, misguided puppy.

Fuck she even told my aunt I was manipulating him and them. I don't care if she "didnt mean them" it's clearly a lie so after that yeah I can't trust her and I don't consider her much of a friend. So yeah there's a chance she leads me into some sort of ambush especially if she thinks I should talk to Bastard before he dies because she doesn't ever respect my opinions ever.

Fucking unforgivable the both of them. God I should move out and break ties again.

Edit: my posts have been frequent this month and I'm not sure I like what that might say of my mental state. I mean I think I only turn to this when I'm not doing so good and maybe this whole things really actually been taking its toll I don't know. I mean I can't really trust anyone with my thoughts so I just throw my words at this blog noone reads. I've never had a confident or close friend I could trust so...
Fuck me I guess.