I've been feeling more depressed as the days have gone by without speaking to my roommate and only friend. Its been 4 days since she snapped at me saying I lied to her and she doesn't trust me after I bough a fucking fishtank. After she told me do what I want with my money.
Now I feel like everything I'm doing is pointless and I'm going nowhere. Fuck I bet everyone I try so hard to be friendly with at work secretly hate me for being obnoxious. Thats what I get for trying I guess. Maybe I really am a shit person.
I doubt this stupid part time job is going to last me since I'm never going to make it full time. I'll never qualify for anything else though. I feel like I've cornered myself. I never was good with focusing on important stuff. I'm not good at speaking or apologizing.
Fuck
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